January 2010
1 post
life update
August 5th I went on a journey with Sound We Sleep to California. 36 hours straight in the van with 4 dudes, sun shower, og cali kushhh whasssuupppp.
August 13th I met a band called Ice Nine Kills. Don’t bother looking them up… they suck.
August 15th I got sucked into a black hole of drunken emotions that is David Sieling.
I lived in a hotel in Ocala for a month… then with...
July 2009
2 posts
keeping me awake
“it’s been like this now for days, my heart is out at sea, my head all over the place, i’m loosing sence of time, and everything tastes the same, i’ll be home in a day, i fear thats a month to late.”
Now I'm certain that there's much more to gain.
You’ve introduced me to the moment, but I’m looking to stay for good.
June 2009
8 posts
Auf Wiedersehen.
I slept waaayyyy later than I wanted today. I woke up just in time to see my G1 sell on Ebay. I cut my bangs last night… eehhhh. I also took out my contacts I’ve had in for the past 3 months… just to soak for the night, I’ll put them back in later, glasses give me a fucking headache.
Just... Thanks.
I was told I need to “step up” in life… TWICE in one night. It’s not easy right now, and so I’ve been told… “it’s going to get a lot harder.” These past few weeks in New York have been awesome.. I don’t regret a thing. I met someone who made me realize nice guys do exist, so I’m setting my standards higher. After my aunt gave me a...
Positive Crisis.
I woke up at 9am, forgot to eat breakfast, picked up kobi, dropped him off, picked him up and drove him back home, picked him up again and then dropped him off again, picked him back up and then dropped him off home once more. And I’m getting paid how much?
Cleaned my room. before & after…
& then my hair turned orange so I dyed it.
Hey now, look up.
I arrived home from New York yesterday at 11:00 am…. Okay let’s get this out of the way… it’s fucking hot here; the air is so thick I can barely breathe. Of course I got off the plane with a long sleeve shirt and jeans on. I took a cold shower, blow drying my hair was literally a trip to hell, and I spent a total of thirty seconds straightening my hair and then gave up. Goodbye flat iron for the...
Just Don't!
Don’t ever hold yourself back from expressing the way you feel. Don’t let past experiences bring you down and get the best of you, instead learn from them and advance… procure strength and courage. Don’t ever feel like you can’t handle a situation, don’t let your emotions overcome your mind. And most importantly, don’t hinder yourself from enjoying...
Speeding up to red lights...
just to stop and kiss.
April 2009
1 post
it's been a month
and i still haven’t done anything about my car bumper… just replaced the duct tape. my poor car has a nail in every tire and wants oil badly. so i drove an hour to northport yesterday.
Flop (joshua) had his first REAL flaming Dr. Pepper (his arm caught on fire). I cut his hair, plucked his eyebrows and popped his zits, yes i am a true friend. I basically spent the entire night...
March 2009
3 posts
my fingers are burning
meet my new best friend
i got the G1 today. i am absolutely in love.
i can go on and on but i dont want to sound like too much of a nerd :)
P.S. joshua— g1 beats Sk
what a rip.
ive been streaming a lot of videos online lately… via megavideo. and it cuts out after 72 minutes so i never get to see the ends of anything.i’m beggining to not be able to sleep at night.
i ripped the front bumper off my car the other day backing out of my driveway.. it caught on the basketball pole. annnnnd that was when i met my neighbors sons for the first time. they wouldnt stop...
February 2009
13 posts
roughed up
pulp = dangerous
2/6 - busted lip, cracked ribs from dave ultra bear grasp.
2/13 - flooz broke my toe with her heel.
2/27 - flashlight to the face
The DJ dropped his flashlight in my face while standing on top of the booth, i swear it was on purpose, i think he has it out for me. annnnnd that’s where my memory cuts out.
productive
i slept until 3pm then took a bath (with cucumber green tea bubbles) and layed in it until all the water drained out. i got rid of all the clothes in my closet except for 5 shirts and 3 pairs of pants. i finally gathered up the courage to flush my fish down the toilet, he had been giving me the evil eye for months. i found a bunch of zune microsoft points i got for christmas and used them on the...
:)
is it teeter totter?
i have been watching the new simpsons season ALL DAY.
bart “why won’t you come down!?”
mr burns “i told you, i only weigh as much as my clothes and keys!!”
i can't find the answers
is sleeping an addiction?
does it ever work out if two people play hard to get?
“Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to...”
– Robert Heinlein
Santa Claus, Easter Bunny and Jesus Christ
Religion is just a social construct for the weak minded. People are god makers. It’s hard to believe that a world with so many complications relies on its people to fix them by praying to an unproven force. Religion never was, people made it for protection, authorities made it to have control and it’s usually the basis of major conflicts between countries all over the world. When something good...
i haven't been too thrilled...
with the way things have been going lately. i find myself already in my pajamas when i go to get ready for bed. I fail to complete daily chores, I feel like sleeping or sitting all the time, I won’t even go outside to check the temperature. I don’t want to draw, I don’t want to wish anyone a happy birthday, I don’t want to make myself something to eat…
And then...
tumblr is good because...