Just… Thanks.
I was told I need to “step up” in life… TWICE in one night. It’s not easy right now, and so I’ve been told… “it’s going to get a lot harder.” These past few weeks in New York have been awesome.. I don’t regret a thing. I met someone who made me realize nice guys do exist, so I’m setting my standards higher. After my aunt gave me a little piece of her mind, she told me she wanted me to live up here… I really can’t fathom that right now… especially since I just let someone (who I actually considered moving up here for) get really close to me, run me in circles, and well.. shut me down. That’s all I have to say about that. I am emotionally drained, physically dizzy, and lost but I am smiling :) Apparently Danielle and I had the same little epiphany today…
PROBLEM: You seem anchored in one spot, unable to move forward.
SOLUTION: You should try to think more positive thoughts and set some short term goals that you can reach, then set more. In this way you will move ahead in your endeavors.
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Even though I really don’t talk about my daughter a lot, she is a huge part of my life and my fucked up everyday routine. I am very thankful to have such an understanding, helpful family to get me through this rough spot in my life. No matter how I portray my feelings, my little girl always comes first. If you can’t accept the fact I have a kid, I can’t accept you.
